Kittens rescued by US Marines in Afghanistan
Yes this can absolutely be on my blog on Memorial Day.
blehhhh.
I am so hard on myself I hate it. I have been riding the same 5 horses for as long as i can remember. And I can do ANYTHING on them.
Now I am riding horses as a job, at another ranch, on 10 young green horses that I dont know yet. I got all nervous and probably looked retarded. I should feel good cause not many people can just jump on a green horse and do what i did, but still. I lost a stirrup at one point. And that fucking pisses me off.
I didn’t even go today cause my ego is all bruised. I know I need to stop being so hard on myself and give it time, but its hard. I just wanna be the best I can be and it sucks when Im not. I use my head too much.
