Be real bitches.

Im Jamie:) 19. Fashion Design student at FIDM San Diego:) So obviously I love anything fashion. I looove horses and animals. Barrel racing. PINK. glitter. Running, running, and more running! muscles. Blondes. My boyfriend of 5 years, and bestfriend of 7:)

Sorry for my Rant.

So like everyone from high school is getting engaged. All these girls have these boys proposing to them in all these cute adorable ways, beautiful rings, and all that shit. My facebook wall is blowing up with girls shopping for their wedding dresses and planning their wedding. Its all so adorable…..and they have only been together for like a couple months to a year. Im not saying anything bad about their relationships, when you know you know. It doesnt matter how long they have been together if they really care about eachother. 

Buttttttttttttt I have been with my lovely boyfriend for FIVE AND A HALF YEARS and if anything about marriage comes up he laughs in my face. I feel like it should be me getting married! I wanna marry him:( 

We wouldnt be able to afford the kind of wedding I would like to have for a while, and many couples cant afford it. But I would still like the feeling of being engaged, its like the ultimate commitment. 

Im gonna go mope now….